10381) If you really knew me, you would understand why I do the things I do, no matter how ridiculous or wrong they may seem. You would know that I don’t believe in relationships or trust, but he changes everything. From the moment I met him I was absolutely, positively captivated by him. He was different. He was perfect, and perfection is intimidating… so I ran. I ran away from him and what we had, because I didn’t believe that it could possibly be real. I was wrong. I broke his heart, I ruined him, and he changed. It’s been 9 months since I walked away, and I spent every day praying that he’d give me another chance—to fix him and to change him back. To make it work. If you really knew me, you’d know that two months ago I got that chance. We had sex. I’m 14 years old and I haven’t had my period since before we had sex. If you really knew me, you’d know that I don’t care what anyone wants to call me. I’m in love with him. And I am scared out of my mind.

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